Three of the 99 -part 2

Guilt is when you,
You feel you have wronged a person
or even your own soul20160602_180337

when you see it all dark
when it seems there is no way out

Anyhow guilt is,
an emotion that  can too
Benefit you

In guilt,
you can find yourself,
Be brave and see
this emotion as a gift

take time
to realise what you have done
Call upon him when you need help

He who created you
He who is your guardian through
He who pardons you


The Creator, The Planner

Al-Khaliq. The One who determines and creates according to the proper measure and proportion of each thing. The One who plans and determines how, when and where to create.

The One whose works are perfectly suited, appropriate, fitting and proper. The One who creates something from nothing. The One who creates both the inner and the outer in just proportions.

The One who brings things into existence from a state of non-existence. The One who has the power to change things back and forth between the states of existing and non-existing.

The Protector, The Bestower of Security, The Guardian,
The Safeguarder

Al-Muhaymin. The One who ensures well-being. The One who extends wings of Love to cover and protect creation.

The One who is ever watchful. The One who protects and guards.

The One who offers peace and security. The One who proclaims the Truth.

The Pardoner, The Most Forgiving,
The Effacing, The Eliminator of Sins

Al-Afuw. The One who blots out and leaves no trace of any sin or fault.

The One who passes over and absolves any fault.

The One who can remove and obliterate all traces of wrong actions.

The One who can make any sin, error or fault disappear.






Ramadan ’16 Edition – Marhaban ya Ramadan

As we know Ramadan is on the go, and it is already the seventh day. I’m soo sorry not to greet you earlier, fellow Muslim readers, for having a Blessed Ramadan.

I hope it’s not too late to share this as we should feel blessed for learning something new.

To begin with, Marhaban is not just a word applied in this secret month adopted from the Arabic language, except it has a greater meaning on applying this when we know its definition.

Marhaban ya Ramadan means literally: Welcome Ramadan

Expressing joy at the approach of Ramadhan is a sign of faith, so be happy and thank Allah that He has brought us to meet Ramadhan and  insyaAllah, again soon next year.

The source can be found at:

The Blessed Month of Ramadhan – Marhaban ya Ramadhan!

Travel D. – Days in Budapest

The world is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page – Saint Augustine

Alhamdullilah, this is the first time visiting the East side of Europe or maybe the first time writing about my vacation to East Europe.

Budapest is Hungary’s capital city, a beautiful place it is. Mostly when our family goes on vacation we have this preparation. Firstly it all starts with an idea where to go. As we know Europe is easy to travel trough, mostly only have to grab a country from de ‘where to go list’.

This time, the chosen city will be Budapest. We planned to stay 5 days in and around this city. The memories captured you can read below.

Day 1.
I did not take pictures of the army that were controlling the passengers next to me. No, this Asian girl knows when to take a picture and when it is irrelevant. Maybe you think: wait for what?? army? I don’t know that the security is like that in Europe. Well my dear, nowadays it is like that, especially in places like airports where they tend to have a high risk of terrorist attacks.  – Nevertheless, in the evening of day 1, we arrived safely at Budapest international airport.

Day 2.
City lights from last night are gone and at daybreak, IMG_9982
we tried to find our way in this unknown city. Our fist stop was visiting Old town where we can find the Fisherman’s Bastion. After hours of strolling in this beautiful part of the town, I found a tourist attraction where we can practice on archery.
The end of day two was not to forget also a new chapter in my life due to the fact I became 22 yeas old.

20160502_161213_HDRDay 3. and Day 4.
We spend also time outside Budapest to explore more from its country. This were unique days as we went to a cave. In this cave, I saw clear water and we went on a boat to explore the rest of the cave.

Details are:
Name of the cave: Lake Cave

Adress: Kisfaludy Sándor utca 3., Tapolca 8300,Hongaria


Day 5.
At the last day in Hungaria, we spend our time again in Budapest. We visited a truly fancy cafe named New York Cafe. It is actually located in a hotel but what makes it so attractive it that the decoration represents the inside of the parliament.

That was all fellows, a short one about my vacation in Hungary








Life Changing

About any weakness that you might have whatever you call it, like OCD ( obsessive-compulsive disorder ) or psychosis till having an allergy.

“I feel sometimes so disappointed of myself.”
Why is the question?
Well in my point of view people want to be part of the crowd, which is normal, it is part of human nature. But if you want something that bad like what others have and the situation doesn’t support you then it would be wrong.  This could be MY answer in WHY I feel disappointed.

Ok. to give you a brighter explanation, don’t be greedy and be grateful. Know that you have the piece that you should have. Knowing that what you have is the best you ever could have. Even it is an illness.

Even it is an illness don’t be sad. You want to get better because you feel you want to get back on track like doing what others do. Have patience don’t be greedy it will be over soon. Think positive and have gratitude eve11889478_1489524841370827_1776496130526681765_nn when you are ill so you don’
t stress. It is not wrong that in this case you want to get better soon, even I want to get better soon when I’m ill. The thing is to have  trust. Trust in Allah. In your fate that this particular thing will happen. You can change things in the future with your dua (supplications)but what has happened we only can say: QaddarAllahoe wa maa shaa’ fa’al ( Allah has determined what he wanted and He did what He wanted). 

Life is indeed easy. Just have gratitude don’t be obsessed what OTHERS have and look what you and only YOU have. -alhamdullilah

Three of the 99 -part 1

20141115_230301 (2)When you can’t see
in difficult to see
On hearing things that
you don’t want to
Imagine a lot that you
want all of it,
Let’s call the names of Allah
the Great Names of Allah
All Basheer,
Al Sami,
Al Ghanî,
Three of the names
Three that describe his greatness
Call upon it when you want to call
He will always be there
It is the question
Are you always there to
To obey

The All Seeing, The All Perceiving,
The All Comprehending

Al Basheer. The One whose insight sees all things clearly, both the apparent and the hidden.

The One who sees and understands all that has been, and all that will be.

The One who has insight into all things.

The One who perceives every detail. The One who understands all things, both outer and inner.

The All Hearing, The Ever Listening

Al Sami. The one whose hearing and attention comperhends evreything. the one who pays attention to evrry supplication and invocation.

The one who listens to evry voice. The one who hears and accept evry word, thought and secret.

The One who listens to everything, perfectly, eternally, without limitations.

The Self Suffiens, The Wealthy,
The Independent One

Al Ghani. The one who is self-sufficient. The One without need of anything. The One who transcends all needs.

The One who is completely satisfied. The One who is free from any wants. The One who is free from any dependence.

The One who flourishes without help or aid of any sort, yet who is needed by all. The One upon whose wealth and riches all others depend.

Travel D. – Adventure in Ardennes

Hi Guys,
We last week or so, went to The Ardennes, which is a hilly area in the south  of Belgium. As you know living in The Netherlands we barely don’t have  such beautiful view of hills or even a mountain. As The Netherlands is a  country that lies under the sea level. How Scary IS that?!

The road to it, went fas1431215008677t as we (my sister and me) slept like a lot in the car. We did not exactly do something that day because we went straight to the camping place.

Our second day was very awesome!!
We began early in the morning, as my mum drove us tho the place I saw lots of green. Like when you’re on the hill you only see the top of the trees green. Arrived at the place which is near a theme park and a small waterfall, we were just in time to not miss our reservation.
You actually can do lots of things there in Coo Adventure. Like special for them girls horse riding and much more. Don’t get me wrong for you boys are also things to do like canoeing, mountain-biking, to ride a Jeep
You just need to make a reservation before going there, it makes them and your trip a lot easier. And so when you ever visit Belgium don’t forget to visit this place it was AWESOME! AND WILL BE FOR YOU TOO insya Allah.

to Study in Holland

It may cost a view extra years, but finally I can say now IMG_8049
that Alhamdullilah i am GRADUATED!
Me AND my friends, all Alhamdullilah. : D

So what is the next step? For me as an Indonesian ex-pupil from SIN,  I can say the world is open. This is the cause of the several’s diplomas I got. Anyways this post is about to inform you guys about the many levels of higher education here in Holland.

So. for you guys out there when you have a scholarship or you just plan
to go to study in Holland, it is sometimes nice to know that after your high school there, here in The Netherlands are three kinds of high educations. The first we all know are the universities(WO), the second is the applied universities (HBO), and third is the secondary vocational education (MBO).

It happened a lot that people do not know what the difference are between there three, and in particular the first two, WO and HBO.

The third one, which is the secondary vocational education or here called the MBO is a school far away from university level. I’m not going further in it. It is just like that. More important is just the difference between HBO and WO, or the applied university and The University.

When we want to earn the highest salary and the best jobs the say “Go to University!! It will make life better to live”
I have just doubts about that saying but yeah.
So To go to University is a big step, obviously. But there we are, the university is just more theoretical, abstract, less guidance, high education rate and research focused.
Different than the applied university. Maybe the name says it too but this so called university is more practical oriented, concrete, more guidance, relatively low education rate and education-oriented.

Just to help you guys.

Greetings from Holland!